need advice .. should I or should I not ..?

okay .. well the situation .. (btw , i am only writing this cause i cant talk to anyone else bout this) i am still a virgin .. which i dont mind so much but lately i am starting to .. like okay i know this is stupid, but this guy, who btw is a major player & everyone knows it, has startd paying attention to me .. which if you where me would understand that thats something major .. expecailly at my school .. well this guy, lets call him Steve*, thinks i am not a virgin .. which is okay, i mean he can think what he wants, but Steve* has been talking to me & what not . but today he told me some things that i havent really been thinking bout .. like he told me that when he thinks of me (sexually) he thinks i am kinky as hell .. or me just being kinky as hell .. which yeaah, i know my sexuallity even though i am a virgin .. thats not hard to figure out .. but now he has my number .. but i mean i would do " it " w him but there are some things stopping me .. like the fact he thinks i am not a virgin .. which in reality i am & well him thinking one think & me the other wouldnt b good, needless to say .. also, that he is a player .. i mean i thought when i lost it it would b special & i would b in love .. but this way .. & his rep. for being a player, well id b heartbroken .. he would b apart of me forever .. now let me telll you my complete story bout how this is all conflicting together .. for bout maybe a month, i was completely & utterly focasd on having sex .. i mean i wantd it bad, mostly bc i was masterbating & reading " stories " .. but after that month i felt so bad for doing it .. i mean it was like it was taking control of me .. & i am a christan .. so all that dooesnt add up .. i mean the Lord forgives but if i know i am doing wrong & still do it w the thought that he will forgive me anyways .. thats not good .. & w me knowing how i am .. i want to b on birth control before i lose it, but i am afraid to talk to my dad bout getting it .. and lastly, i am uncomfortable w my body .. please give me some advice .. thanks (:

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