Thursday, May 14th, Part 2: Eh... nothin special, at least not for a while =/

after posting yesterday, early mornin, slept... i think.. all i know is that i got up around 5 pm
[feels like i skipped half a day somehow, or maybe just forgettin somethin]

i got up, ate food from meglio's (was nasty),
hung out w/ my friend amber and her bf allen,
held her chinese water dragon which was sooo cute,
went to petsmart and held some snakes along w/ petting a blue-tongued skink,
went to lowes,
went back to her house,
chilled for a bit,
went home,
ate some more...
i think, got home a few mins b4 10 and been on the comp ever since,
and for the past 15 minutes been playin music.

most likely gonna be up til the sun comes up then of course there is skool
i missed the whole week except for havin to go tomorrow
so im gonna have a lot of homework for the weekend
but have plans for friday and saturday so not gonna change those

the guy matt i talked about in my last post seems to be in love w/ his ex still
not 100% sure so eh.. just gonna c how this friendship goes still


i txted my most recent ex jake last night after posting on here and had a lil convo...
i asked him if he thought we would ever get back together or if he lost all feelings for me
he said "Yes we will" as in yes we will get back together
i know its not gonna be for a while
then we told each other "i love you" and went to bed

today he sent a txt saying something like "ask me one question, any question, and i will answer it honestly"
i asked "why do you love me?" and he replied with "You see me 4 me" and i do


i love him sooo much, so my heart is pretty much taken by him
so for now just experimenting w/ other ppl [ex: matt]
and seeing how things go just in case he doesnt wanna get back together


um... other than feeling mellow everything is going okay

just living life, and taking things as they come [or however u say it lol]


thats about it, nothin special goin on in my life


at least not for awhile [just hope it aint gonna hafta wait forever]

Nice to have you back I guess? lol I don't know that you coming back here as like a second choice is all cool, but hey, I can live with it XD

Hope things go better on th e boy front... Glad to hear you've at least got a buncha friends out there.

u dont sound so enthusiastic or happy lol
and its not all bout the guy so nyeh
hmm.. bored *poke*

Sorry, I'm feeling kinda down as of late.
Money problems, School problems... psychotic problems.
And I know it wasn't all about the guy... just mostly, lol.
*is poked* ow my brain

.. my brain would hurt if i tried to read the very long post..... I cant do it.. sad huh?